i'm always growing"
i was thinking about
and what they say
they must mean something else
i was wondering what i was wanting
grinding my teeth
sucking at it
i was biting for it
made myself tired from such striving
long: so What.
what was sexy
what i wanted
"it's boring to starve"
here's my quotes of the year:
"starving is a boring way: starving is Boring"
"i am naturally a crazy person"
but what do you do with people who's lips would scrape the floor with heavy i-lids
doesn't it get tiring?
i'm tired of it
want someone who's OK with feeling and being
pushing and pulling
stand up and say
"Yeah: i Am"
nothing about saying and demanding things
not about that
i've got a friend i can sleep with
"...skin to skin, de-charging the fury of the day."