i'm always growing"
i was thinking about
butch
and what they say
they must mean something else
feeling
i was wondering what i was wanting
feeling
Hungry!
and lustring
grinding my teeth
sucking at it
yapping
and eating
hungry
i was biting for it
and
tired
made myself tired from such striving
at nothing
wholly holey
ugh
UGH UGH!
long: so What.
what was sexy
what i wanted
some
CONFIDENCE
or
CONfiDANCE
Yeah!
boring
tired
said
"it's boring to starve"
here's my quotes of the year:
"starving is a boring way: starving is Boring"
and
"i am naturally a crazy person"
she laughed
but what do you do with people who's lips would scrape the floor with heavy i-lids
doesn't it get tiring?
i'm tired of it
i'm sure.
sexy
self-assured someone
want someone who's OK with feeling and being
pushing and pulling
stand up and say
"Yeah: i Am"
that's right.
OK.
nothing about saying and demanding things
not about that
i've got a friend i can sleep with
quote bob:
"...skin to skin, de-charging the fury of the day."
