every other day
another reason why i feel so glad to leave
why i feel i am running

what did i say i was running from a few days ago?
i'm running from the eternal white-trash nightmare

almost every night
i dream of being stuck in some crazy situation with my family

and i fall in love with these sensualists
which i don't think THINK is inherently bad
but that they shop at bargin stores and eat crap food

must drink
sorry
let me get back to the point:
i hate the way i feel when he's drunk
even if it's only a little bit
his entire energy changes
especially when it's every night
but it's not now
it's lent
but still
i hate the way it feels
and i couldn't lay next to him
couldn't do anything but be annoyed
and want to be away from him
i threw off the covers
in the dark
like a covert operatoin
slid from the bed
to spend the entire night here
trying to finish things down
and
common
let's get going