i mailed off the package
i waited for the bus
talked to a nice man
who loved my beard
and talked about the days when everyone wore beards like that
and how beards aren't all that great when they go silver
so he says
but i love them anyway
i jumped off the buss quickly anyway
at delores park
and hiked up the hill...
the friend i was going to visit was at Clipper Street
which is between 25th and 26th
so i hauled up the hill
huffing and puffing
and at the crest
i got to see the beauty of twin peaks, the Noe valley, the bay...
it's a beautiful day
i sat and talked with my friend for a while
and he's one of the ones who love it here
when i left there
i took pictures of the beautiful view
and it struck me that i really DID love this city
as i've always said
it's the most beautiful city in america
maybe i'm just pissy that it rejected me?
i felt ugly.
i bought some donuts.
a few days ago
i got some donuts with Paul
they make me feel sick
don't make that mistake again
i waited for the train
feeling heavy and ill
i don't like making anyone feel bad
don't like pissing people off
nor being an ugly judge-monster
that wasn't my intention at all
but i guess now isn't the time for here
it's so pretty
it would have been nice to live here for the summer
walk up these hills
sweating and tired
but Butt so beautiful from walking so much
would have been beautiful
but now i'm going to live somewhere else
and it will be more beautiful because of Love
and love makes everything more beautiful
and i can always visit this place...
which i will always be a tourist to anyway
the guy at the bus stop told me i needed to just write how i write
"no use editing the voice of god"
after he explained that even Mozart didn't Compose his own pieces
they were just dictated and he just wrote them down
it flows through
i'm not such a great mouth-piece of god yet
but i'm working on singing clearer...
now i'm off to see the Kings of Convenience at the Cafe Du Norde... Yeah!