oh, ok @ 02:00 am
I look so terribly silly in this picture!
(I thought --oh no! like Trent again!--)
I just finished listening to the third Harry Potter book, read by Stephen Fry
and I finally get why it was all such a sensation
the first two books were pretty flat
this one opened up past three dimensions and was quite inspiring
I've become more aware of the act of dealing with negative energy
a term I've often thought of as "weeding my garden"
stuck in my head as I walked around yesterday, the lyric "dirty old shadow stay away from me, I am older now I see - the way you operate: if you don't hurt me than you die. oaum. oaum."
it's not about weeding the garden
seeking out the bad things and rooting the up purposely and perfectly
it's about enjoying the beauty and being grateful for the blessings
the shit and shambles dry up if they don't get nourishment
and what gives light to the sun
but your's and mine attention
and what full the clouds with rain
but our pain?
dance and smile, lovers
I've remembered for a moment!
now to sleep.