again
it's nearly three
I wish to be sleeping five hours ago
(I gotta learn)

what to say of today?
another gift
lunch with a friend
the walking
the sweating
the working on bodies
how I love touching bodies

in extreme today

after work on the roof
the E.S.Building purple and blue
the moon orange

I'm surprised at how much hair I've grown in a week

I'll give myself 33 days of growth and see how it looks
but will have to trim it then...

I imagined myself yesterday
or this morning
with a wide-brimmed straw hat
then he gave me one

grasping at the feeling of gratitude and joy...

but I find I haven't lost those
they are now just weighted with those of sorrow and judgement

but it's all still there

nothing to complain about

.d