I'm so dragged out
it's so hard to have fun
when you're friend is dying
yeah
I wish he'd die already
so we could have fun again
onward with the slow living!
onward with the waiting
more fucking hand-wringing
and passing by the beauty
with friend's un-enabling joy
"I was a Hater in the depths of emotional hibernation"
more drinking
and blinking out
.iP
