if the hardest question is

" Why is there anything at all, and not nothing? "

and the second is

" why are things as they are and not different? "

I feel, again, a fool

these Whys I have not asked
my concerns were always

" how do I get put of here? "

or,

" how do I change how things are? "

the first two are given
but, as questions, repeatedly pop up at the edges of my thoughts and
actions

perhaps if I ask them more
my Hows will become givens?

.iP