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January 22nd, 2009
Hungry @ 05:46 pm
January 24th, 2009 03:31 am (UTC)
I did see your pictures on Flickr; I wish I had been at Nayland's live event. But I thank you for posting them nonetheless! Surprisingly, they did not add to my (already) rich fantasy life. The very, very public scene took all the erotica out of it (for me).
If I had to classify myself, I'd say:
1. Gainer, and
But it is so frowned upon, so hated in our society--there is no way to admit to this without becoming a pariah. It's the last-possible area of legal discrimination, (mounting) fatness. And, though I have found a number of men who
they are into this, they absolutely will not make it a reality. So the "men" I find are also "flakes." Which "sucks."
I would love, love, love to find another like-minded man who wants to enter into a loving, long-term relationship AND likes his man fat. Or who wants to get fat himself.
Ain't no such thing, though. Which is why I turn my passions inward, and (generally) speak about them with no one. The Real World has effectively crushed the idea of this happy life actually playing out.
Please, keep living! And keep writing.
January 26th, 2009 04:10 am (UTC)
i dunno if you're interested...
but i know two guys that are VERY into being fat and gaining and encouraging...
they are both fat guys who like skinny guys
that being said
they like other fat men
to fetishize and play with
but the would never partner with them
one lives in ohio
the other upstate new york
January 27th, 2009 02:58 am (UTC)
You're nice to think of me--thanks for the info!
Both men are very appealing.
Something has happened to me in the past year: I've gotten real clarity, by being absolutely alone and not having even one date:
I've decided that I really want to find my mate, whoever he is. I think these two guys would be fun to play with, if we were in the same geography--but I want more than that.
I think: How
would it be to find a guy who actually finds other fat guys hot, when you can live under the same roof, be happy together, eat together, have special naked time together--and then repeat for as many years as we find enjoyable?
Hot. Absolutely fulfilling. Since I'm in the middle of having nothing, I have begun to understand--next time around, I am going to have
Again, though, I do thank you.