dominicvineoftheowls (dominicvine) wrote,

  • Music:

[old] hurts and hungers

one of the things that i find most piquant about how lovers hurt eachother
well... for me
we do the same things to eachother
(each to our own ability)

if i feel bad for leaving him in my way
off on travels...
he leaves me in his
off on travles
but when we're together
he's drinking, drunk and gone
or falling asleep
when i'm reading
falling into pattern

and who started this?

who ever starts it?

there is no Starting it
it just keeps happening

and when the pattern is finally noticed
we can sit and feel sorry about it

or inject some dynamite, maybe?

try and blow the whole thing up?

it still doesn't complete...

the only way i know
is to Move On
and try and find the one where we aren't hurting eachother anymore

looking at the whole scope of things
i would have to say i have some faith in that
because the Hurts have got to be much less severe over the years

in that i'm getting older
and things dull down

perhaps i Am getting wiser and knowing more
and hurting less
being hurt less

what's going on?

the world is turning into darkness
(i'm really only alluding to winter)
but i feel like i'm waking up all of a sudden...

such excitement
hopes and possibilites
as if my heart is salivating for desires it had long given up on

here we are again
let the banquet begin!

  • My tweets

    Thu, 19:46: Just watched Finding Vivian Maier with Koos. . . as soon as they stared showing the work I was on the verge of...…

  • My tweets

    Wed, 11:38: "Ahhhhhhh que triste, verdad que triste, verdad" (heard on the sidewalk)

  • My tweets: walking with Arun

    Sun, 12:31: I posted a new photo to Facebook Sun, 18:44: more walking Sun, 18:44: I posted a new photo to Facebook…

  • Post a new comment


    default userpic

    Your IP address will be recorded 

    When you submit the form an invisible reCAPTCHA check will be performed.
    You must follow the Privacy Policy and Google Terms of use.
  • 1 comment