I'm in Portland
and the Gathering at Btietenbush starts today.
I'm not there.
it's all well and good
but I'm allowing myself to fall into depression.
I suppose it's good I can't find any good ice cream around...
the pizza was ok...
there are ghosts of me here..
potentials...
I'm hitting my head against all I never was...
it's just a luxury...
fall
