look
I want to interract with other Gods
not the love story
are you smarter?
do you see I wish to be the belove'd?
yet I am too angry and close to my father to let myself lay down beneath you
if you wish to be my lover
you must tame me
--and I Will fight you
otherwise
you must be a pillar of Heaven
and respect me as one also
for I have no interest, myself
in taming another right now
nor do I care for progeny with someone who easily submits
perhaps my destiny is to create a house with other strong pillars
a new house to live in
then creation can happen
in a safe arena...