"are you saying my time here has been some sort of Joke?
That I've been Messing Around?
Some sort of Incubating Period
for when I really come around...?
(well, i'm cracking up)
and you have no idea...

and I will not pretend
I will not put on a smile
I will not say ' I'm alright ' for you...
For You, who ever you are...
For You: who ever you are."

(- Martha Wainwright)

i have a lot of respect for this girl
and i love her
and i'm glad she's passing through the realms of initiation she needs to

we all need to do the work
whatever it is
to make our lives
what we really want them to be

drink to that
and send your blessings.