i've been... busy.
NYC
Vermont
New Hampshire
Philly
Love? Lee...
i'm leaving in a few hours for Tennessee for the faery gathering at Short Mountain
i'll be there til round the 11th or so
so
if you're looking for me
that is where you'll find me.
what?
oh
there's been this thing about love
immense comfort
so much it's scary.
there's been lots of cuddling
really appreciative
with lover
with lovers
beauty!
and intelligence
and... forget me not: stupidity
wrapt up the fear, twirled around
it's been OK
it's been alright.
today i have been sleep deprived all day
and it all seemed odd:
i don't belong here
all of these people live here
i am a visitor here: i am not permanent
so i'm leaving
though i planned on doing that anyway
so it's not out of place
but
so STRANGE!
for those of you who don't live here...
there are so many flashing lights
and little rooms you can get in
that rumble
and take you across the city
now we're at the beach
now we're in the dark
by the park
up the stairs
lost in pizza
and some strange raw-meat dish from korea
beautiful creative people
insecure people
fabulous people
humble people
children!
men
somewhere...
pretty girls too
i am glad i'm in love with everybody
(laughs)
while i was in bed with Pop a few days ago
i realized we were all in love
while i lay with that stout manifestation of Mars/neptune and mercury
i tried to express it:
we have so much trouble getting it together
strip us down
butter us up
roll around in love
so hard to get in sometime
hey
i'm tired
and can't begin to tell you all about it
sorry i've not seen those of you i've wanted to see
sorry i've not served those of you i've wanted to serve
there will be more
now
i'm going to the trees
to the people who are pretty OK with being crazy
and dreaming up a different reality than that which is Just being offered
clashing the regular creative cycle
but all of it is neccessary
thanks for doing the work
