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December 7th, 2007

sugar and alcohol @ 12:48 pm

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Date:December 7th, 2007 07:35 pm (UTC)
Things get a little bit easier with time, because you get more clear about the consequences of specific actions. At some point it dawns on you that every time you smack your head in the door it does in fact hurt, not sometimes, but every time.

But it's never really easy to make decisions and stick to them. I think it doesn't matter how old you are, even if you don't act on your temptations a tiny little voice lingers. "You know.... that door.... is a different color than the last one... if you know.. you smacked your head in it.. once.. maybe twice, maybe it won't hurt this one time." Ugh...

Don't listen to that voice.
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Date:December 7th, 2007 10:58 pm (UTC)
well, as i was saying
it's usually once you listen to the voice a LITTLE
it just get's louder and louder

each drink feeds the demons that scream "MORE!"

kinda the opposite with sugar, though
i mean, the more i eat the more ill i feel
it doesn't have the added bonus of cutting me off from my immediate emotions like alcohol does...

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