eating lots of gooey food
and constantly turning down the smoking bowl
saw Abbey's "Sylvia -- the Goat" last night with Goat
and it was traumatizing
what's with all these plays steeped in mis-understanding and violence?
the ghosts of two of my most absent lovers ( R & N ) are haunting me all over the mountain
yet another relationship for the two of them
why can't love just work?
and i'm back in Goat's shop right now
intending to be working on my photo project
... but have just been fucking around for the last few hours
it's time to get to work.