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August 5th, 2007

little trouble girl @ 09:01 pm

Current Music: sonic youth

little trouble girl

bridget and i sang the song to eachother last week
miraculously remembering it all

i wanted to wash the clothes i'd been wearing for days and days
and it's so hot..
i put on these old mickey-mouse shorts i found up at the house in vermont
-- i thought it'd be fine for walking around the building doing laundry
but there was no detergent in the house

i became very anxious when i thought about walking out dressed like this
it seemed overtly sexual in a way i didn't feel comfortable:
like a little girl or something

i don't know
i feel fine being naked
but something about wearing clothes that expose so much makes me feel sexually provocative in an actively seductive way

i've worn pants in this city that show off my belly, short shirt
pubic hair sticking out
black girls yelling at me across the street
"look at that sexy man!"

but i'm not on the lower east side right now
i'm in Murray Hill ( or whatever the hell it's called by 2nd ave and 20th street )

i walked out the door
and indeed
got lots of stares and head turns

i get that all the time, really
but for THIS?!
it just felt weird.

by the time i was in the store
i felt like a teen-age punk girl
saying "i don't give a fuck what you think"
to the owners of the grocery

but it was all in my head
and i bought the detergent and some icecream
and licked it up all the way home
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Date:August 6th, 2007 05:40 am (UTC)
You could become a biker like me and forget about washing clothes, or wash them in the shower...

At the moment, I'm concentrating on your voluptuous furry face.
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Date:August 6th, 2007 05:46 am (UTC)
Forget about clothes at all :D Fur should be enough to cover certain spots from sun damage :)
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Date:August 6th, 2007 05:53 am (UTC)
Welcome back to Texas.
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Date:August 6th, 2007 07:30 am (UTC)
do you know Dirty Danny in Amsterdam?

he just celebrated his 30th year this year of Not Washing
at all

i sometimes wonder why i'm not a biker
i've still never fucking driven one

my next car is a bike

i wear the same clothes for weeks on end anyway...
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Date:August 6th, 2007 07:54 am (UTC)
I know him. But I can't imagine being that dirty, and dumpster diving ain't exactly my thing.

Motor oil and grease is one thing; rotting garbage is something again.

He's quite cute, however, and I wouldn't mind j/o with him in my shower...
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Date:August 6th, 2007 05:46 am (UTC)
*twitches his ears*
It does look girly.
At least no heels involved *EG*
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Date:August 6th, 2007 07:27 am (UTC)
right after i wrote this and i left the apartment
i saw some girl wearing fucking hot pants walking by me on the street
and i realized THAT was why i was so uncomfortable:
it's like girl drag that's totally exposed
that's supposed to be like innocent and dumb and pretty and fuckable
which i find detestable

yet i can wear a big full velvet skirt around town and i don't feel girly at all in that
just free-balling

i mean
i don't mind looking fuckable if i'm naked
but not wearing some weird short pants..

these pants are vintage 50's...
at one time it was just normal fashion to wear them this short
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Date:August 8th, 2007 12:57 am (UTC)

sexy photo

a good look for you Dom.
Date:August 21st, 2007 08:09 pm (UTC)
honestly -you always look hot to me. Maybe I just have a dirty mind though.
Date:August 29th, 2007 07:05 pm (UTC)

that look

Why, its miss New Jersey!

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