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March 18th, 2007

nature - not porn @ 11:50 am

being away from the computer like this
-- the difference is much more poignant

naked
with nature

when i get on the computer to write
i can feel my head get all spacious
disconnected
filled with electric static

it became much more clear to me why i'm always grabbing my dick while i'm on my computer:
it pulls me down into my body

after writing for nearly an hour
i needed to take a break and look at porn
-- just started organizing my hard drive

it occurs to me now
it'd be better to get up and walk in the sun every hour
not porn

nature

Nature

Nature.
 
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From:kyooverse
Date:March 26th, 2007 04:19 am (UTC)
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For me, it would be something like... nature, not security. But then, that needs explaining -- I won't.

It's funny. You spend time processing other people's energy. Me, I drink it -- boundary dissolution, and then I have to release it. I have to process to know how *I* feel. I don't have to always be reactionary... or act on the energy deposited within me. That's all the language I have for it.

Also, don't worry about responding or what not. Move as you need.
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From:dominicvine
Date:April 1st, 2007 01:40 am (UTC)
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well.. to me
i feel things NEED to be witnessed
or they just keep happening

and i've got that fucking bohdisatva thing
that i can't just let the wheel keep spinning

if i see something i can do
i have to do something

so processing
feeling it
it helps it not continue
... unless i feed the process that makes them do it.

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