July 12th, 2011



focus is good
fear is fine
knowledge of desire is a blessing
exact desire

I once drew a diagram
mapping the flow of life force
and how desire affects the aura and movement through time

i'm pretty sure it's on my first website: I'll find it and realist it here...

though this year has been very heavy/intense emotionally
I believe the shift into my emotional self has had a desired affect of mostly quieting my mind

in many of the actions I have committed recently
I've been more present and clear with what I like and certainly don't any more
or now
clearly now
a way to be
to edit my present actions
move more surely
perhaps a completion of my wrestling with Saturn
now being free to walk as a man
and knowing myself