June 10th, 2011


never had a dead friend

when he died
he wore his wedding ring

I've never had a dead friend

dear friends
dead to me?
surprised if I ever hear life from them

but not friends
current and loving
leaving the body
to walk in ghost with me
to show up at my side
in times of need
in the darkness
in dreaming

--"I pulse in order to enchant
realizing receptivity."


subject to humidity
thinking of fire spirits
my logic is scattered
or I'm thinking spherically instead of linearly

I miss the moon

I feel I need some time away
a little quiet

I'm in a car heading back to the Delaware river
further south than last week

I'm longing to feel water rushing over my skin