on the train now
heading back to the city...
will it rain tonight
and block out the full moon?
will I ever be able to change all the stupid wasteful people in the
will I learn to accept them? and myself?
will i, someday, surpass this Karmic cycle and not have to suffer
through it so frequently? ever?
people who are able to wield emotions so deftly
do they take them seriously?
as they play with them...
it's a game
such heart-wrenching feelings
that is why I should be writing pop songs
to play with emotions
obviously I take emotions too seriously
terrified by them
not exactly paralyzed
but made insane
but not to numb out to them
to delve into them and wield them