December 2nd, 2008


Trouble with sleeping

Many people
I feel like it's an energy leak

When I get very familiar with someone
I get too open with them

When we lie with eachother in the dark
I feel wherever they touch me is like an energy leak

As if all the energy in me is only there through facilitated diffusion
And if I let myself leak while sleeping
I won't automatically replenish
Not enough energy will just flow through me
I will wake up exhausted

I figure it's just because I've always worked to compacit my energy... And most don't
So naturally
Through homeostasis
I get drained with most people

Of course
I must be wrong...
There are some...
But I don't know

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