it's about the marriage shit faggots are different when they marry and i don't care about marriage but i do care about family so i guess, all of a sudden, i care about marriage and i'm pretty sick of our silly little back-wards 3-world nation that still passes amendments to discriminate
when i was doing the side-extending standing pose in the sauna having a conversation with the boy from Paris he got too hot and had to catch a bus back to montreal
though he was very shy he wasn't like the little "asian" man who kept grabbing people's crotches he put his lips to my lips and kissed me fully
for minutes
a real kiss exploring, tasting, meeting.
perhaps the french really are romantic in a way i've never understood before.
in 1997 Underworld put out promos for their forthcoming album: Beaucoup Fish a guy i vaguely knew from my home town was living in LA and working for an electronic music magazine so got a promo of it ... on cassette
i copied it onto my mini-disc player
the transfer was less-than-perfect at the time i didn't realize but when the album came out and i heard the official songs i was a bit disappointing the tape-speed had been fucked up somehow (remember problems like that?) so my recording had everything Slightly Slow...
i liked the album better that way still, i eventually learned to love the CD release ... however one thing i've never let go of is how the song "Shudder / King of Snake" segues into "Winjer" on the cassette it was listed as "Shudder / King of Snake: Winter" i'd always been confused about the winter thing when the album came out, it made more sense: Winjer
big difference is on the album they break the song in two on the cassette they flowed into eachother as if just different movements of the same song
i think the segue on the album just sounds clumsy and dumb but that's only because i heard the way it was originally intended
i suppose they changed their mind when they decided KOS was going to be a single and wanted to make it easier for DJs to mix? i dunno but it pisses me off
and this is what i'm getting at
i'm pretty good at finding shit on the internet but i haven't found it yet
does anyone have a file of that original version of King of Snake flowing into Winjer?
that wasn't his Name but that's what she called him.
quite a few years ago i met this guy named Spike on the silverdaddies.com he lived in San Diego a place i have never spent time. "met" online. so just chatted a bit
i loved his face picture -- for the sake of this story we'll say he is what made me start collecting face pictures from that site (though i doubt that is true)
tonight at the sauna i saw some guy i thought was hot he didn't seem interested later i saw him again this time talking loudly to someone in an over-ly animated way not often found in places like this
i stood outside the door as they touched eachother they looked at me and i asked if i could come in they conceded
much touching then happened blah blah blah
"i'm a capricorn!" blah blah "i'm not from here, i'm from San Diego"
oh really, it clicked i said "and is your name Spike?"
oddly years later i pulled his name instantly out of my head
i am grateful for such things and i even told him about my great-grandfather (who i never met) maybe that's why it stuck.
he happened to have the exact same Capricorn birthday as my current Capricorn friend who introduced me their tribe in actuality. actualities. (CLAR!)
and he said i had the exact same Gemini birthday as an X of his
though then we both admitted to eachother that we'd never had real partners really.
his friend died of a heart attack right next to him in the passenger's seat while he was driving or was that someone else?
didn't he say he was afraid of gemini's?
i told him i'm still afraid of Aries he has an aries rising (as well, i just realized)
Freaky!
he had a beautiful smile a magnificent organ and he felt very good to touch.
i posted about this about a year ago but had a resurgence with it tonight.
coupled with the newest Radiohead video for Reckoner (which i posted a few weeks ago) i love the apocalyptic feel this video has -- as if some crazy old man is gibbering on about shit that has no more importance anymore because it doesn't exist (in our post 2012 world where the economy has collapsed and there is no more USA or post office or shopping choices...) rambling, remembering...
the music was done by Corey Dargel who i quite like. you can check out some other songs of his here: http://www.youtube.com/user/dazedorpheus from his performance "Removable Parts" (about the fetish he found on the internet: voluntary amputation" -- of the three, i recommend "Castration"
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