November 14th, 2007

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"Happiness is only real when shared"

I met up with Jorge today to see the film "Into the wild"

it was, in part, an acid trip for me
like those i always have
correlating all experiences into metaphors

i've done all that before
and can only say i'm grateful for having come to this conclusion
before committing to my own death

so happy now to have a friend i can share my happiness with
love, so they call it
better fitting than any other old shoe this old sock has been in...

with that happiness
comes the light
and even last night i felt the edge of immense responsibilty sharpening again
every action = the fate of the nation (which is now the whole world, which always has been..)

no longer solipsistic
more refractory

just as important

aye, i guess i'm admitting to it
-- i've re-entered the building
how's the game going?

another good quote from the film:

"when you forgive... you love.
When you Love, God's light shines upon you"
(clouds part)