September 28th, 2007


here in the forest

i've been having lots of sex
and yoga

eating lots of gooey food
and constantly turning down the smoking bowl

saw Abbey's "Sylvia -- the Goat" last night with Goat
and it was traumatizing

what's with all these plays steeped in mis-understanding and violence?

the ghosts of two of my most absent lovers ( R & N ) are haunting me all over the mountain
yet another relationship for the two of them
their ghosts
their noses
their mouths

why can't love just work?

and i'm back in Goat's shop right now
intending to be working on my photo project

... but have just been fucking around for the last few hours

it's time to get to work.