March 18th, 2007

hawaii - arrival

nature - not porn

being away from the computer like this
-- the difference is much more poignant

naked
with nature

when i get on the computer to write
i can feel my head get all spacious
disconnected
filled with electric static

it became much more clear to me why i'm always grabbing my dick while i'm on my computer:
it pulls me down into my body

after writing for nearly an hour
i needed to take a break and look at porn
-- just started organizing my hard drive

it occurs to me now
it'd be better to get up and walk in the sun every hour
not porn

nature

Nature

Nature.