i'm thinking where riding on the train? or was it before... i was thinking of those fucking shackles people wear all the time damn WristWatches fucking Watches watching Terrible things! a metronome for people's lives who get fooled tricked into thinking life happens a second at a time when there is so much more the flow the every pouring flow indivisible nothing moving nothing passing moving impossibly faster than they could even imagine always right now whole in this instant forever
will these people sold to some slave trader bound to time ever break free to Now?
i head out into the day to get some money changed all the banks don't do it anymore have to go to special places so i'm looking walking around see a street market.. buy a SIM card for my phone so i now have a german number... eventually find a place that changes money by the old church that's partially in ruins then back to walk around the street market... i find some flourite beads... just touching them feels pretty amazing i know this stone would be great for me but i don't think these are the ones...
anyway i'm hungry so i head back to the house for breakfast
Leo decides he wants to go to the sauna he's sore and it will help him relax -- i agree with him it's time for a sauna my body is very sore and tired and i'll just stay focused on relaxing in the heat, ja...
we have our breakfast of sandwiches left over from our trip walnut tart, guvelde koek tea cheese and bread
then i offer Leo a bonbon i had bought while waiting for him at the trainstation on sunday ahhh surprise we split it half each then head off to find the Steam Sauna
it wasn't hard just down the street to the right next to the Thai place
yeah up five flights of stairs!
when i rang the bell and the attendant came he just stared at me
i said "just entrance to the sauna, please?" he stammered " yes, of course" and started punching things into the register then looked at me again "you do understand this is a gay sauna?" ... Yes (grin) it's always so cute when i totally gob-smack gay boys.
we put our stuff in our lockers and set off to explore the sauna
it's been redecorated since Leo was last hear and i lose him pretty quickly, where'd he go?
so i walk around a big maze behind a torture room a porn room lots of cabins some open ones some private ones a back hall way with benches
showers very hot steam room.. where i find Leo again we go and sit down in the back some guy is immediately on me but i tell him No, Danke i just want to relax get some heat in me clear my sinuses stretch my sore body
leo's sucking dick already... it's too hot for me!
i go out into the shower room and rinse
go back in stretch..
go back out
the guy leo was playing with comes out -- he looks handsome we sit and talk
first voice that comes out: New Yorker but where is he living now? Palm Springs voice changes to Queen
while we're talking a cute looking guy is motioning to me goes into the steam room, but i'm not quick enough to catch him before he comes out
enough of talking to americans: i'm in europe i go for a sauna two saunas nice i go in the first the guy who was flirting with me a minute ago appears looks kinda irish? dutch? blond. nice belly. cute uncut dick. (cute dick, that isn't mean to say, is it?) we play a bit but... you know: sauna... it's Hot
he takes me to a free public booth with a door and we're rolling around on eachother it's fun playful a little disjointed but fun to rubb on eachother and he's trying really hard to make me cum but that's not what i'm in the mood for ... so he cums and it's over immediately ok.
i go for a walk and see a sexy looking daddy sitting on a bench walk past him and get a drink of water from the bath room sink rinse my mouth then go back: he's still there
so we go to the back hallway to play ... but he's one of those asshole daddies you know keeps fucking my face really fast while holding onto my hair smacks me keeps sticking his butt in my face -- when i refuse to lick his butthole it's over and that's fine by me
so deciding to go back to shower i'm under the water and all the men moving around coming out of the dampfbad; in showering looking
i glance one of those daddies with a huge cock a mature body little belly strong face
all the bodies moving round i walk out of the shower into the dampfbad and he's there, right inside the door so i stretch a bit as he's stretching he's watching me he's just looking at my body so i open it, offer it to him
he tastes, feels he's blowing me i, him
nipples, stache balls all very good but neither of us are doing a great job of getting hard in here this place is really fucking hot
so we shower again and i head towards the sauna -- he motions out: he must have a room
so i follow
in the narrow hall of rooms a man with a very round face sharp horizontal moustache and round shiny glasses stops me with authority and looks me in the eyes "do you know where the lockers are?" i explain then ask him his number "332" which doesn't make any sense that i asked coz you can't really meet someone at their locker but that was a room number
head not there i go into the room with the nice german daddy close the door put down towels pause a moment to find positions: he's sitting on the bed and i'm feeding him my cock rubbing his head and shoulders -- he shows me his right shoulder is injured: OK
a while i look down and notice his cock is fully hard i think ---' helmet head '--- as people always say looks just like one, yes mushroom looks like that, flattened out and flanged... Helmet... going into battle... or deep sea diving... so i sit back and offer to suck him beautiful i explore the head first he lies down on his side 69 is fine so i'm getting to work his cock deeper into my throat until it's all the way in
because it's so big this is at first the challenge and goal but once it is surmounted then i am at holding him inside me and feeling him
so i'm feeling him and he really likes that so the pace pics up and we start rising and falling on rhythms -- eventually it sounds like he's coming it's good i don't really taste much, but he's so big and deep in my throat... we relax a moment then he gets up on his knees i feel where he's going so i get onto mine and he just takes to push his large self right inside me too much too quickly, my body lets him know he fusses around with the packaging lube? condom? i can't tell then he's back at my door knocking coming in exploring welcoming finding his way in finding his way
i'm tight not sure this is the best idea wanting it and it feeling good but i'm not opening all the way
he has me on my knees head/chest down he's perched right over me plunging down waiting then pushing the pain the pleasure the pause for connection he finds his way in then he pushes me down onto my belly ja but the bed in there isn't long enough so my feet are pointed toes against the wall my body flat on the bed til my chest and head, which are curving up, face almost against the wall i'm holding myself like that when he enters me huge burst of joy out of him he works his way in and starts pumping faster he's all the way in right now and i'm feeling his body and i'm feeling mine and noticed what position i'm in so i fold up into Cobra pose arching my back, my neck my head: eyes focused on the ceiling behind me he's riding me my body is opening up in new areas i'm feeling our bodies lock in connection open the energy flowing i'm arching so much i can see his face pushing up with my arms opening my chest he starts cuming in me and i feel the energy racing up my spine spreading out through me - i grab hold of it with my root and hara start working myself into him and start cuming as well doing my best to keep the energy up circling through we're both there together he can feel me cuming and he's moaning more we ride it for a while
and when we've filled eachother we finish and i slowly curl back down he's inside me and motions to pull out i push out then push back, once he's out to stretch myself my shoulders sit back on my haunches he admires my body for a while as he had done throughout this is a moment of rest
we smile and hug
i go to take a shower.
drink some water
Leo and i say we'll meet to leave at 6...
i walk back into the back and there's that guy who was looking for his locker he says "Hello handsome" with a tone in his voice like i've known him forever and we're glad to see eachother he's german/Lebonese and is living in Abudabi here for the hotel convention
he says "there's always something special about Americans..." glad to know someone still likes us i sit down next to him (arm of the chair) and lay against him we're just talking he's asking me about my life ... ah, how those questions can come and flow... eventually he says "well, then how about you give me a massage?" i tell him i'm tired, but he says let's go anyway so we go back to his room and he is really big in the kinda hard to move around kinda way but he's sweet and we're cuddling i get on top of him and rub him just explore his body a bit working the muscles, seeing how he's put together.. rubbing him all over belly, legs, feet he likes it we're cuddling and rubbing and then it gets more sexual but not all that active i'm massaging his muscles sucking him
a nock at the door "you want a massage?" he says no "but you said you wanted one" a half hour? "no, we're all scheduled up" oh, then i'll pay for it but don't want one now, go away -- he turns to me and says i'm already getting the best massage with you
though i'm tired and feel like i should be going we play a bit more and his cock in my hand he comes i try to cuddle with him more but that's as much as he can take so ok
we're saying good byes and he says "wait, dominic, i have a gift for you"
-- i smile and wait, feeling like he's going to give me his business card or something... he hands me a wad of cash
-- long ago i stopped refusing cash.. it used to always make me feel awkward and i would try to say ' no no no ' and they would explain their reasons... til somebody once said " i have it and you need it and it's something i can give that will help you out and i'd like to do that, just take it-- it's ME wanting to give you a gift, just accept it " ... so now i do.
he hands me a wad of cash and says "buy something nice in Madrid" like with my massage clients i don't look at it i just say ' Thank You' and tuck it into my towel hug him again and go to put it in my locker
... four fifty euro notes. i'm totally floored...
ok. thank you.
a little bit of income makes me feel so much better...
then i go back for a shower for a sauna for a good plow pose camel..
i felt it made some of the guys uncomfortable... fortunately there were two saunas here!
i finished with a cold rinse and went to sit with Leo in the lounge cooling off...
then it was time to head home.
Leo was very stoned but i was hardly affected by the bon bon
well.. i was in a good way but not past my control/effect level i was having fun
we walked home a new way and it worked
had dinner with Dieter.. he cooked us pork chops, broccoli, cauliflower and potatoes..
when Dieter first brought the dogs in the big black newfoundland named Ramseys was really freaked out by me barking barking
so i hid in the bedroom to let him calm down
and after dinner he changed his tune he just wanted to fuck me and every other minute he would jump up on me this huge 160lb dog and start humping
he still has his balls too so who know's what will happen if he keeps this up