January 13th, 2006

tending fire

Help! -- i feel unloved!

kick me in the stomach
knock me on the ground
pound me

just pay attention

love me

i'm on a wind swept hill

and now the sun is gone
and now it's cold
and the melting snow sounds like a river pouring down

i want to be worth something
i feel so worthless
can't give you anything
anything you want
anything you'd ask for
anything you'd appreciate

i feel unloved
i know it's a two way street
and i'm alone out here.

i just finished giving a massage
and i feel pretty terrible.
but not because of him
not because of that
that was fun and nice and good
- but there's this voice in the back of my head -
and my body feels terrible.

i'm just letting you know
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