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remember about it @ 03:32 pm

Current Music: trimm tram - blur

when i'm feeling horny like this
it's not that i want to cum
it's not that i want something in my mouth
no
the pacifier needs to be in my ass

but i get this feeling most when alone
not when i'm with someone

when i'm with someone
it is Them i want
and i am pacified by their presence
their body against mine is all i need

the sex becomes unnessessary then...
it becomes a luxury
it becomes a gift

this abstract want
yearning in my root
could i satiate it myself?
it is even possible?
perhaps it is the magic that keeps me moving
searching
for a good place to root down
to root in me.
 

last days @ 06:31 pm

Current Music: backyards - broken social scene

"it's a hard parade, just
---- be courageous "


Yeah
in the last days of the year
i've kept myself busy

a few people have commented in the last few days
wondering where i am
what's going on
why aren't i posting?

Yeah
everything is fine

even better, really.

i have to say
i feel that everything is coalescing
not to a conclusion
but some sort of arrival

yeah
i'm coming.

there's lots of love
adoration!
yesterday was an entire day of Adoration!
i got photographed by Stanley Stellar

then had a "client" that was just a big ole daddy bear that needed cuddling
-- it shocks me that there are un-married men of 53 who aren't out!
but it was all adoration
then my massage client after was a wonderful artist as well
great energy
and
... massage is all about adoration anyway

everything must converge...
coming from all sides

a publisher

and together with my friends
a Happy Holiday
and so much healing of my old wounds
redeveloping trust

yeah
i've been tired
but ..
the snow flakes were falling in big fluffly clumps today
so beautiful.

and i got an iPod
and everything is Merry

it's the last days of the [arbitrary] year

and i'm going to meet the one i love! so please don't stand in my way
la di da, la di da...
 

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