June 2nd, 2005


dreaming again: whales and demons

i don't remember most of the morning's dream

but i do know
i was walking the peir with my mother
a huge blue whale was jumping and swimming along aside us
the sun shone down
everyone was out
people were smiling.

i was working for an...
we were...
killing deamons

we all had specific powers
that allowed us to see or know
we had tools
a book
a knife

had a lot of work to do
at every party we went to
demons everywhere

but in this dreams
so were there whales everywhere.



i woke up next to a friend
but i didn't really wake up
he drank coffee
ate something?
read something?

i sometimes sleep with my eyes open
i remember seeing him in the morning light
sitting in the chair
i slapped the bed beside me
but did not sway him

i ...
to sleep

[maybe i'll start writing about what happens during the day again soon]

birthday wishes

my favourite wishes were

"i'm glad you're on the planet"

"i'm glad you're alive"

"i'm glad you're in this land of the living with me"

Happy Birthday!

yeah, i talked with lots of people on the phone
and around 2o'clock (when i was born)
the phone rang off the hook for an hour

things don't go as planned

beautiful anyway

now i'm late
for a very...

up to the school

gotta go!