i just got off the phone with a friend
who treated me like a sack of shit
because i fucked up his plans
when in fact he was the one
who told me he wouldn't be here next week
so i wouldn't be able to see him til the week afterwards
did i make that up?
it's where we left it when we last spoke
and he certainly hasn't emailed me or anything since then.
just as Everyone i've been with in the last week assures me that THEY don't have crabs
so maybe i made that up too?!
i'm angry and it's not MY fault
i guess it's my choice to be angry
so i'm not really seething angry
i just feel like destroying the world
or hiding in a cave or something
which would probably make everyone happier.
(me included, george)