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January 3rd, 2007

all the people @ 03:35 am

i keep getting smacked with the feeling
of how many people there are in the world.

and i don't need to be famous
coz... even if is were, like (um) Johnny Depp famous
there would be many many people who didn't know about me and didn't care about me.

where did this fucking fame bug come from?
am i so lonely?

there are SO many people in the world just living their lives

finding something to do with every day...

as i packed up the my stuff in goat's house today
putting my stuff into storage
yet again
i thought of all the days people have
all the life lived
all the life wasted

and is there really anything wrong with just watching TV and smoking pot all day?
or drinking?

i guess i just want to have a full life experience
and some sort of noteriety is involved in that
do i have enough?
it's a constant being, it needs to be nourished

and then my body
and then my emotions
and then money
and then stuff

today i was daunted many times by the immense puzzle that is life
yet again
i feel like i have to address square one.

[ until i make my own square one, (yes i see now, N) i will keep getting people trying to give me their square one...
which they're doing because they don't really have one either. ]
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Date:January 3rd, 2007 03:22 pm (UTC)
i'm not using my square one so go ahead.

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Date:January 6th, 2007 07:31 pm (UTC)
thanks dude
isn't your Square one made of Pancakes?
i'd like some of those
i'm on the next flight out there!

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Date:January 7th, 2007 05:07 pm (UTC)
what kind?
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Date:January 7th, 2007 08:39 pm (UTC)
mmmmm, i'd like walnuts with maple syrup
the really dark stuff.
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Date:January 5th, 2007 06:18 am (UTC)
Square one? I don't think I can even recall what square one was. Life has taken as many boggling twists as you describe people.
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Date:January 6th, 2007 07:30 pm (UTC)
Life has taken as many boggling twists as you describe people.

i think i need some clarification on what that line means

as many twists as the details in my descriptions?
as many twists as the people i describe?

yeah: square one isn't usually thought about anyway
as i mentioned some people never get past it
i, on the other hand, skipped it
which is my trouble
so i'm going to have to take care of it

it's just square one
you probably just walked through it

your life is pretty far beyond that, from what i've seen
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Date:January 8th, 2007 01:01 pm (UTC)
Yes it is.

I had meant, for me, I think my life has taken more twists than people I have met. You seem to have overloaded on so many people, or perhaps just keeping up with them all is draining energy. I tend to read into things strangely.
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Date:January 7th, 2007 04:41 am (UTC)
your words are always so fascinating.
keep putting them together.

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