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July 27th, 2006

note to self @ 04:41 am

it isn't about masturbation
it's about wasting energy

so it is good you're not masturbating
but fucking that guy that you don't love
and don't like
-- that's a waste of energy

reading articles on the internet all day
writing notes
getting music
looking at pictures

it's all a waste of time

you have work to do
on yourself
in your self
in the pictures and words

when there are things you would like to be doing
this is you
carried along

so your ritual didn't work today
you cannot sculpt with chaos and boredom
moving too fast
missing everything

what's it gonna take?
what do ya gotta do?
will someone hold your hand
dear pan
and keep you on the ground?
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Date:July 27th, 2006 02:56 am (UTC)
is it important to necessarily work? or more important to merely let yourself be?
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Date:July 27th, 2006 04:46 pm (UTC)


my life is a dynamic process of being

and in fact
i'm better at being than i am at creating
and it's gotta be a dance
the tao
balance of yin and yang
the passive experiencing the world i'm ok at
it's creating my reality that is tricky for me at this point

i've let myself go a little under

-- do you understand the level of existentialism i'm talking about operating on?

Date:July 27th, 2006 05:10 am (UTC)
You are heard.
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Date:July 27th, 2006 05:50 pm (UTC)
thank you for listening..

i'm just kinda screaming into the forest at myself

but it's good to get a nod


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