it isn't about masturbation
it's about wasting energy

so it is good you're not masturbating
but fucking that guy that you don't love
and don't like
-- that's a waste of energy

reading articles on the internet all day
writing notes
getting music
looking at pictures

it's all a waste of time

WHEN
you have work to do
on yourself
in your self
in the pictures and words

when there are things you would like to be doing
this is you
carried along
unfocused

so your ritual didn't work today
you cannot sculpt with chaos and boredom
moving too fast
missing everything

what's it gonna take?
what do ya gotta do?
will someone hold your hand
dear pan
and keep you on the ground?