Leo and i were looking for Internet
we went into the Easy Internet monstrosity
and they were playing the general Hits Background music
it was The Cars "Drive"
which i've been hearing a lot lately in NYC
in Better Burger
i don't think i ever paid attention to the song before
but it's plaguing me
after hearing it in the Easy Internet
i couldn't get it out of my head
so i downloaded it last night
and listened to it over and over
i've been going to a lot of saunas here
twice in berlin
three times in Prague
then last night in Munich
seeing that i went to a sauna ONCE in Peru, Once in NYC, and only one sex party the entire year i was in NYC...
so i've not been doing this much
it's different in europe
i like it better
you can have conversations...
you can also be fucked by drunk turks
if you let yourself
"who's gonna tell you when
it's too late?"
the untying of things
the story is unfurling oddly
and part of me is passive
receiving the experience
another part of me is strategizing to defeat my struggles
the other has faith and doesn't worry
but i'm still taking a beating over it