caught up with all the days since i've been here
and wrote the most recent
wishing to have my heart open
but feeling... Closed.
then i wrote a few days ago
catching up with today
and by the time i got to this morning
i felt happy and appreciative
it's a way to be
and it's not dependant on another person..
... though i did get to talk with my friend Joshua on Skype
-- everything's backdated so as not to clog up friend's lists
click on my face to read my days