dominicvineoftheowls (dominicvine) wrote,
dominicvineoftheowls
dominicvine

sleeping

i envy people who can fall asleep so easily

i lay awake

they just get in bed
and the gravity pulls them down

into sleep

maybe it's their Older?


and it's different with everyone

Arthur is like an opiate for me
but i never sleep well with him

i can get comfortable
but i always wake up tired..

though last time we slept...
i woke in the early morning
and watched him
laying right on his back! no covers!
snoring ever so slightly
hard
legs open
arms everywhere

i'd never seen him like that
and i really wanted a picture

but then he rolled on his side

"...and so hard to get out of bed"


but with lovers
it changes

with Leo
i used to sleep well
then it got harder and harder
recently
it was better
i could sleep with him
just had to be aware of my own patterns
and sometimes
it says
"no, you're not sleeping yet"

and with Nay
i could just curl up
but this year
it's been laying next to him
listening to him snore

trying and trying to just fall asleep

but not
so i get up
and write a bit

organize

i'm on european time already
of course

been staying up til 4 the last few nights
waking around noon

get enough sleep boy

but
on european time

i leave at 10:30 Pm tonight
fancy that
flying all night
and then

to surprise a friend on the Warmoerstraat!
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