it's not that i want to cum
it's not that i want something in my mouth
the pacifier needs to be in my ass
but i get this feeling most when alone
not when i'm with someone
when i'm with someone
it is Them i want
and i am pacified by their presence
their body against mine is all i need
the sex becomes unnessessary then...
it becomes a luxury
it becomes a gift
this abstract want
yearning in my root
could i satiate it myself?
it is even possible?
perhaps it is the magic that keeps me moving
for a good place to root down
to root in me.