i keep meaning to write about this
but keep forgetting to..
and i just got a massage
so i'll write about it now:

i often notice that when i go to work on someone
they might be kinda ugly...

now
i don't really think anyone is "ugly"
and hardly ever use the world

but i mean
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pinched faces
nervous
holding lots of mousy energy
maybe bitchy... Mean...
something that makes them think they're ugly
cut off
needing to hire someone to touch them

(massage should be a luxury, not a necessity... well, i like to think of it that way...)

but when i start working on pretty much Anyone
they start to relax
and i shower them with love
and
even the most pinched bitter faces
relax
and the grace of god flows through them
and they are Beautiful

everyone is beautiful
if they let themselves be...

like at harbin hot springs
the people stripping off their clothes
stepping into the warm waters
surrounded by beautiful naked bodies

they relax
enjoy
are Naked!
seen!
beautiful
as the happiness rises
so does the beauty
and they shine that
and share that
and other people
maybe nervous
see them
with their whole body..
whole self
and relax
and laugh
and smile
and become beautiful
Beautiful.