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September 8th, 2005

somekinda @ 03:53 am

there's some part of me
like a mechanism
that i can disengage...

like that
i float around people

' oh, that's nice
yeah, interesting
uh-hmmm '

and it's very nice and stuff
and stuff

but when i click it in
the gears don't grind
the teeth slide in and start spinning right away

i know Candide
and the passions of all men

or i see stupidity clearly
and raze the shit away with reason

i suggest alternatives
with my machete
i clear the path

(so many plants are made of emotion...)

it's not a delicate way of loving
though i find it so much more Thrilling.

however
it usually results in
"i don't want to talk about this right now"

when i bring up
with my sister
in her car
' why didn't you become a Vet again? '
" .. mainly because of my grades... "
' .. How many times have you mentioned that your Grades have kept you from doing the things you really want to do...
have you ever considered you could stop smoking pot and drinking all the time and it'd give your mind more focus so you could get better grades and acheive what you want? '

" i don't want to talk about this right now "

O
K



so
that's how i love.

how else?
just by presence

i don't say or do anything
i just float around
and

it's nice.


Yeah.


Meanwhile
i just gave my mother a three hour massage...

she bobbled around afterwards
hardly able to walk..

she's sleeping soundly now
and..
maybe i will be soon as well.
 
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From:dominicvine
Date:September 8th, 2005 03:52 pm (UTC)

travel plans

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i'm heading down to my sister's place in bloomington today
back up here tomorrow
to Ohio on Saturday.

seeing a guy in Dayton for a night
then an old friend in Columbus for ... a week?
most of the week... something like that:
i'm trying to come back to NYC on land.

Mike, in columbus, has been doing yoga since i met him last year
and asked me (months ago) to come out and teach him some...

well, he instigated himself even More
by starting a yoga-teacher-training class
starting this weekend!
so i'm so happy to oblidge...
-he's nearly 50
was in the military most of his life
and left it as a Gainer (oddly enough)
now he's doing yoga!

um
right, so
i'm catching a ride from there (probably next friday or saturday)
to pittsburgh for a few days (never been there..)
then... somehow...
greyhound
or rental car...
coming back into NYC from there

i'll spend a night at my apartment before coming to yours

but you know you're welcome there.


long story short
i'd say that, roughly, puts me back around the 20th.

.. guess i haven't done all that well fighting momentum
From:(Anonymous)
Date:September 9th, 2005 11:43 pm (UTC)

Re: travel plans

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hey dominic greg here in the east village . would love to know when you're back . i'd liek to see you , hang out , cook and have u see a show i'm doing . drop me a line

tlboy69@aol.com

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