33.7 @ 02:45 am
it's nearly three
I wish to be sleeping five hours ago
(I gotta learn)
what to say of today?
lunch with a friend
the working on bodies
how I love touching bodies
in extreme today
after work on the roof
the E.S.Building purple and blue
the moon orange
I'm surprised at how much hair I've grown in a week
I'll give myself 33 days of growth and see how it looks
but will have to trim it then...
I imagined myself yesterday
or this morning
with a wide-brimmed straw hat
then he gave me one
grasping at the feeling of gratitude and joy...
but I find I haven't lost those
they are now just weighted with those of sorrow and judgement
but it's all still there
nothing to complain about